Let's consider MAA: Middle Age Adult novels. Robin Black's new novel, Life Drawing, is a quiet, but powerful novel about marriage and the attempt to recover from betrayal. The story revolves around a couple striving to go the distance in their work and life. They are married and in their late forties, she (Gus) is a painter and he (Owen) is a writer. They live an idyllic life in the country, and they are now more passionate about their work than each other. When a new neighbor moves in across the way, their quiet lives are more than shaken up. At the core of the novel, which is written in the first person from the wife Gus's perspective, is her conflicted feelings about an affair she had years ago. Consider this passage where she reflects:
To what exactly had I felt entitled with Bill? There is an answer: Joy. Not happiness, which by that time seemed a fantasy one had to agree to give up in order to keep from going mad. By forty, is there anyone who hasn't had to recognize that happiness, as understood by youth, as illusory?"
And later, she reflects:
The betrayer doesn't get much sympathy, not even from herself, but it is in fact a heavy weight to have hurt someone you love, and it can be difficult even years later to detect any impermeable boundaries around the damage you may have done.
Gus's reflection on the affair, along with a visit from the daughter of her love, stir up the pot. When the neighbor's daughter comes to stay, and develops a crush on Owen, the strings of this novel are pulled taut. I loved the conversation between the couple on their ride to Cape Cod, where Gus declares:
"Great. I'm the chauffeur and she's the inspiration."
There's more than the affair swirling around in this novel. Gus works to bring WWI soldiers back to life through her art, and her frequent visits with her ailing father provide texture to the discourse on memory of one's loves. Robin Black is an eloquent writer and Life Drawing is a page turner with a tragic ending.